I went today, to counseling. Yay! I know you are all so proud of me. I cried for the entire session pretty much, going on about nothing. I learned nothing different about myself, but I think I need to cry more. I just need something to cry about, you know? It's hard, sometimes, when all you need is a good cry, and all you can have are fake smiles?
Life asks some pretty painful things of us, us humans.
Life doesn't let me take certain people in my arms.
Life lets me say things I shouldn't say online, and not say anything I should say in real life.
Life is...
Yeah, I had me a cry two weeks ago, don't think I needed it but felt appropriate but once I started I couldn't stop but luckily I was at a Christian camp, woohoo! yay jesus!
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